Last night Mike and I talked. And came to the decision that I won't be returning to my current job next year. I will finish up this school year, collect unemployment this summer (as usual) and in the fall I will quit.
It is a huge relief on my whole being!
I simply cannot continue to work in this place. They treat people unfairly, everyone is so into back stabbing that they can't even see straight, things are blown completely out of proportion... oh I could go on and on but it makes me feel stressed!
I have been taking my pain meds for my RA every night for the past 2 years... I used to only need to take them when I had a flare. Now I am ALWAYS in a flare. And the past couple of days I have taken my meds in the morning too because I was hurting so much... that is from the stress :(
So... for my physical, emotional and spiritual well being we decided it is best if I don't return to this job in the fall.
I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm taking the leap and having faith that God will provide a net.
Pray for me... pray WITH me :)
*sigh* I feel SO much better.